The smell of fuel.
Boat fuel..
It pollutes my nose, in a curiously satisfying way. What's more, it comes carrying people and food. An odd vibration coming out of this one, and I recognize the passengers.. the old man and his eldest child.
Strange though, it's so very early, and already they're trailing their prey... I can't tell anything from the taste of the blood in the water. It makes no sense, when these people catch their food it doesn't bleed out as much as these fish are.
And this blood isn't fresh either. What would Ogos say?
Time to get close up, without being seen.
Lots of blood in the water.. old blood, but still sweet. Almost satisfying, it's pulling me in for more and more and more...
Oh fuck.
It seems as though I've been caught.
Ogopogo!
Help!
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Atlas blog 01
Lots of things in my head today. The inability to put together my own existence...
The knowledge that if I don't the rest of the world will suffer..
Ogopogo is aloof.
He has no care for the things that are important to me. He has no idea of how his actions affect the world that I want to exist in.
It's time for me to leave.
But I know in my heart, that I can't leave him yet. There are still lessons that I have to learn. Actions that will preserve myself that only the Ogos can teach me.
But if I don't go soon.. I will destroy him
Powerful or not. He knows.
I'm a force he can't control
The knowledge that if I don't the rest of the world will suffer..
Ogopogo is aloof.
He has no care for the things that are important to me. He has no idea of how his actions affect the world that I want to exist in.
It's time for me to leave.
But I know in my heart, that I can't leave him yet. There are still lessons that I have to learn. Actions that will preserve myself that only the Ogos can teach me.
But if I don't go soon.. I will destroy him
Powerful or not. He knows.
I'm a force he can't control
Atlas log 2
My mind is growing
There are thoughts that I can't control...
The people, the girl... Mads...
Hate and care blend together in a sort of double edged tooth. Neither will win, they'll both just eat each other until one of them caves into the other.
And the worst part is, I don't know which one I'd rather side with.
And that's why it's time to go.
Ogos doesn't understand. How could he? He hasn't eaten a human in ions. His disconnection from their world is synonymous with his incomprehension towards mine.
My father... my real father...
That's my first target.
If I find him, maybe i'll understand just what it is that I am
There are thoughts that I can't control...
The people, the girl... Mads...
Hate and care blend together in a sort of double edged tooth. Neither will win, they'll both just eat each other until one of them caves into the other.
And the worst part is, I don't know which one I'd rather side with.
And that's why it's time to go.
Ogos doesn't understand. How could he? He hasn't eaten a human in ions. His disconnection from their world is synonymous with his incomprehension towards mine.
My father... my real father...
That's my first target.
If I find him, maybe i'll understand just what it is that I am
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